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Understanding
and Uprightness
by Moses Hayim Luzzatto
Understanding: O Uprightness, beloved of
my soul, let they heart take courage; like a girdle
gird on strength! For when assistance seems very
far away, relief comes suddenly to us. When in the
blazing heat, in summer drought, the sky is covered
with thick darkness of the clouds, whose thunder's
roaring makes the earth beneath to quake; when
lightning flashes like an arrow; when the wind
rends the mounts, as thought they were earthen
pitchers; when at the sound of the abundance of
rain, all ears grow deaf; then the beasts of the
forest all together take refuge, and all the young
doves flee unto the clefts of rocks. But in a
moment, with the radiance of its light, the sun
shines forth, and breaks through, and dispels all
clouds and darkness, so that the storm is then as
though it had not been. Thus likewise He, who rules
the world with might, causes relief from trouble to
spring forth within a moment unto the contrite.
Uprightness: O Understanding, O joy of my
heart, they comforting has surely enlarged my
heart. For now it seems as though from the words of
thy mouth I behold an opening for my hope, if thou
hast good tidings, withhold it not from me.
Understanding: Would that I had good
tidings! I would not hide it. Howbeit, I hope to
bring it to thee, though not now. For the worker of
righteousness shall not forever fail, nor shall the
hope of the perfect perish forever. Though
Arrogance now rises high, reaches to the clouds,
and rides prosperously on the high places of the
earth; he is strong and firmly rooted, waxes mighty
in his strength; he abstains not from all his
lusts, and sees no trouble, neither does he know
affliction's cords; but he will be brought down
unto the nether-world, and there shall his pride of
heart be humbled; instead of haughtiness he will
clothe himself with disgrace like a garment;
instead of glory, he shall take shame for ever. But
thou, the fruit of they faithfulness shalt thou
find in due time; the end of all troubles of they
soul shalt thou behold, and be for ever satisfied.
And when relief comes, thou wilt be thankful for
thy affliction; for sorrows which are past and gone
are even as great joys esteemed on the day of
bliss; for the recollection of them increases our
gladness.
Uprightness: Fain would I (if I could
muster strength) endure bravely by bitter lot,
according to my wish, O Understanding; but it is
hard for me, whenever mine eyes see the two stones
of stumbling, Deceit and Folly, who take counsel
together to be as pricks to me and cause me grief
of soul. For noisily Folly shouts on the street;
she treads on all the highest places of the town
with impudent countenance; she knows no fear, and
knows no shame; she breaks all covenants, annuls
all laws; there is no faithfulness in her;
falsehood is her right hand; her merchandise is
violence, perjury, and treachery. She is a sister
to all evil and a mother to all sin; but all the
sons of prudence she oppresses unto death; she sits
and speaks against them, and slanders them amidst
bowls of wine; her inner thoughts are for evil
against them; if she were able, she would devour
them as a fish, or would bite them like an ass, and
break their bones. And likewise is Deceit; for with
the flattering of his mouth he hunts for souls as
for a bird, and he feeds the dolt and fool with
poison and death covered with honey; he bites when
he kisses, and when his hands pretend to cure he
bruises; he does according to all his desire, and
yet succeeds.
Understanding: Indeed, is but the
illusion of our eyes, for they are eyes of flesh,
and, therefore, they confound truth with falsehood.
They change darkness into light, and light into
darkness. Now, if in matters that they can
perceive, they err at every occasion and chance,
how greatly must they err in matters hidden and
concealed from them! Look at the end of an oar put
in the water: Lo, it appears to thee twisted and
crooked, although thou knowest in they heart that
in reality it is straight. Sheshai and Talmai
appear like ants, when reflected in a concave
mirror; but in a convex mirror the effect is
reversed. Consider now our spirit, which is like
the sea ceaselessly agitated by the conflicts with
the wind: its billows surge wildly, and are tossed
about from place to place; even so our spirit is
never free from grief. And as our sorrows change
the moods of our spirit, so are our senses changed
from time to time: We only see what we desire; our
ears only hear what we long for, or that which our
imagination conceives. If we would have seen this
world with clear eyes but once, then could we have
beheld these our enemies together so afflicted,
stricken, and distressed, that we would have said:
'Enough! we have had our fill of vengeance!' Lo, as
thine eyes see them all filled with bliss, and
satisfied with ease, so truly are their feet
entangled in the net, where they are held since
long, and whence they will not escape; their steps
take hold on the depth of the nether-world; as soon
as their feet slip, they will have no power to rise
there again. Now take thou courage, gird on
strength! I shall go now and look about; if there
is aught I hear, I shall return, and tell thee; for
the present rest thou still, and direct the
meditations of they heart and all thy thoughts
according to they wisdom. Lo, there is no bravery
like the bravery of a man who conquers his strong
passions and rules over his spirit; only the heart
that keeps vexation far away rests and reposes.
Excerpted from Mesillat
Yesharim, by Moses Hayim Luzzatto
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The
Path of the Just/Mesillat Yesharim, by Moshe Hayim
Luzzatto
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Principles of Kabbalah, by Moses
Luzzatto
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