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January 25, 2008
Consciousness,
Technology, Anxiety, and Depression
by Frank Martin DiMeglio
Being and experience are becoming excessively
(and increasingly) unconscious and less animate.
The contraction and disintegration of being and
experience go hand in hand. Relatively unconscious
(or dream) experience is excessively combining with
waking experience, thereby resulting in a
contraction and disintegration of being and
experience that is consistent with anxiety,
depression, and the experience of television. That
experience is becoming excessively dream-like
and/or unconscious/inanimate is evident in both
anxiety and depression. To the extent that
relatively unconscious (or dream) experience
excessively (and increasingly) combines with waking
experience, as these two states are combined as
such, there is understood to be a removal (or loss)
of experience in general; and this is consistent
with both anxiety and depression. In both
depression and anxiety, experience becomes
excessively (and increasingly) dream-like and
unconscious, thereby precluding sleep (and
dreaming) for the same reason that dreaming (and
sometimes sleep) increases in depression.
That the self represents, forms, and experiences
a comprehensive approximation of experience in
general is the great revelation of music, art,
dreams, waking experience, and genius. Such is
evident in becoming "one with the music". Emotion
that is comprehensive and balanced advances
consciousness. The highest (and ideal) form of
genius truly and fundamentally advances the
integrated extensiveness of being and experience
(including thought) in time. The advancement of
consciousness (and true genius) involves the
improvement of the connectivity and extensiveness
of being, experience, desire, intention, concern,
feeling, energy, emotion, and thought. In the
advancement of consciousness involving the
experience of true genius, the extensiveness of
intentionality in regard to experience is properly
understood as having increased; as intentionality
becomes comprehensive and consistent (or connected,
balanced, and relatively extensive). Indeed, the
thoughts of genius are more fundamental,
comprehensive, consistent, connected, balanced, and
relatively extensive. Desire consists of both
intention and concern. In keeping with this, all
living things grow. Ideally, genius involves true
concern. Since great music increases feeling and
the comprehensiveness and consistency of emotion,
growth and the feeling of becoming "one with the
music" are facilitated. Music, language, and
laughter involve superior desire. Beethoven's
music, as the creation of one man, allows for the
realistic, free, and true growth of the individual
(or self) in the superior synthesis, extensiveness,
and unity of expression that involves (and is the
result of) such emotional and thoughtful
consistency and comprehensiveness.
The thinking (and attention) behind quantum
mechanics/atomic physics and the experience of
television is relatively shifting, variable, narrow
(or reduced/specific), and disintegrated, thereby
progressively and cumulatively involving (and
contributing to) a disintegration and contraction
of thought, attention, emotion, memory, and
experience in general. Critically, the reduction in
the [balanced] range and extensiveness of
feeling is opposed to the integrated,
comprehensive, and balanced consistency of being
and experience (including thought). In the
[modern] disintegration and contraction of
experience that includes depression and anxiety,
being and experience (including thought) become
unfocused, disintegrated, contracted (or lessened),
ungrounded, and detached. The toxic, artificial,
foreign, and unnatural reconfiguration (i.e.,
alteration, reduction, disintegration, contraction,
and/or replacement) of feeling, energy, and sensory
experience in general is reducing life and
consciousness; and this includes food, water, the
atmosphere, television, indoor experience, etc.
Modern (and indoor) experience involves a
significant reduction in the natural range and
extensiveness of the experience of feeling, thereby
lessening consciousness. On the other hand,
exercise (and weight lifting) naturally increases
and extends the experience of feeling, thereby
advancing (or improving) consciousness, life, and
health. Thought and feeling are proportionately
reduced during dreams.
Thoughts and emotions are differentiated
feelings, as dreams involve a fundamental
integration and spreading of being and experience
at the mid-range of feeling between thought and
sense. Accordingly, the self represents, forms, and
experiences a comprehensive approximation of
experience in general. (Dreams involve a sense of
relative familiarity with the experience therein,
thereby increasing the capacity for both memory and
understanding.) It is clear that the self has
[essential] extensiveness of being and
experience (also in and with time) in conjunction
with the integrated and natural extensiveness of
sensory experience. Indeed, in the experience of
the transparent sky, this transparency (and
extensiveness) of vision is also present in the
body (or eye). Since the self has extensiveness of
being and experience (in and with time) in
conjunction with the integrated and natural
extensiveness of sensory experience, we spend less
time dreaming (and sleeping) than waking.
Accordingly, chimpanzees have less memory, less
experience (in general), reduced consciousness, and
less life expectancy than humans. Chimpanzees live
somewhat longer than the time we spend sleeping
(which includes dreaming), because their being and
experience is more extensive than that of our
dreams. This reduction in memory is understood as
involving less of a past, and therefore less
extensiveness of experience in (and with) time.
This is consistent with experience as babies, and
with our inability to remember such experience as
well. The alteration, reduction, and/or removal of
the integrated and natural extensiveness of sensory
experience (and life) is the disintegration and
contraction of being and experience, thereby
reducing life expectancy as well. As attention and
memory are improved in conjunction with the
integrated and natural extensiveness of being,
thought, and experience (including dreams and when
waking), disorders and deficiencies involving
attention and memory will also rise.
It is because dreams involve a fundamental
integration and spreading of being and experience
at the mid-range of feeling between thought and
sense that fatigue, tiredness, and a lack of energy
are absent during dreams. However, when experience
becomes excessively (and increasingly) dream-like,
unconscious, and inanimate, a contraction and
disintegration of being and experience result; and
fatigue, tiredness, loss of energy, depression, and
anxiety occur. Since dreams [already]
involve a fundamental integration and spreading of
being and experience at what is the mid-range of
feeling between thought and sense, the sense of
smell very rarely occurs while dreaming, and the
lighting and sound levels are fairly constant (and
proper) therein.
In both depression and anxiety, the emotional
disintegration and contraction of being and
experience involves increased feeling at the
emotional center of the self. In anxiety, this is
consistent with excessive concern, the reduction in
the desirability of experience, emotional imbalance
(or variability), bodily aches and pains (i.e.,
emotional disintegration), the mind "going blank",
panic attacks (involving a sort of generalized
paralysis and loss of experience), etc.
Comparatively (and similarly), in depression, there
is a contraction, detachment, disintegration, and
loss of being and experience that also involves a
loss of emotion. The desirability and extensiveness
of experience (including memory) in both depression
and anxiety is reduced; as there occurs a
significant loss involving the comprehensiveness
and consistency of both concern and intention.
(Desire consists of both intention and concern.)
The loss of desire in both depression and anxiety
involves a significant reduction in the
comprehensiveness and consistency of both intention
and concern as they relate to experience in
general; and this has the dream-like effect of
reducing thought, emotion, and memory, including
the desirability and totality of experience as
well. Depression is known to involve apathy and a
loss of concern. However, the narrowing (or
excessive concentration) of concern in anxiety also
constitutes an effective, actual, and overall loss
of concern (in relation to experience in general).
Concern is excessively concentrated and
disintegrated in both depression and anxiety. With
anxiety, however, concern may be concentrated (or
compressed) at an even higher level of feeling,
thereby resulting in the feeling of excessive
concern, panic, the mind "going blank", etc.
Ideally, concern is balanced and improved in
conjunction with an increase in the
comprehensiveness and consistency of intentionality
in regard to experience. Elevated and sustained
desire and energy are connected with both courage
and genius, and with the advancement of
consciousness and life as well. In opposition to
this, the disintegration and contraction (and this
includes detachment) of being and experience go
hand in hand. In depression and anxiety, being and
experience become excessively (and increasingly)
dream-like, inanimate, and unconscious. In
considering the excessively dream-like (and
unconscious) nature of depression and anxiety,
consideration should also be given to the fact that
the emotional experience of the dream even includes
the experience of touch. Emotion is differentiated
(and manifest) as sensory experience and feeling.
Emotional disintegration may include emotional
pain.
Frank
Martin DiMeglio lives in Maryland and is currently
writing a book about philosophy. He has a Bachelor
of Science degree (Honors, 1987) from Towson
University in Geography and Environmental
Planning.
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